its not you. its me.

yes. i have been decent for some time. don't worry its nothing you did. its not you its me. i thought about starting a new blog. something that more people could read if i so desired. a lot has changed in my life starting in the new year. it wasn't some new year resolution or anything. its something of a life theme. okay so that sounds cheesy but something i've decided that i always want in my life. simplicity. with this really being applied in my life i've become a lot happier. well its one of the few reasons. simplicity just can't get all the credit for an amazing new year.

two days before the new year started i met an amazing man. his name is jake but goes by kob. yes yes that is him in that picture of there ---^ (yes that is an arrow pointing up) a little bit about him. first off he is incredible, respectful, honest, non-judgmental, humble, trustworthy, loving, big heart, handsome, funny and has an amazing spirit about himself. jake has so so many great qualities. these are just to name a few. well a little bit about him. his favorite color is blue. he has a awesome family that you can tell he loves and they love him. its totally unconditional. he has so more things than this. jake and i have such an awesome time every time we are together. we made a list when we were first dating and getting to know each other and we add to it frequently. we are going to do everything on that list and are so excited to do it. one of our pros is that we are great at communicating with each other. but yes we have a heck of a time with each other and date the heck out of each other. haha. we love it. i love the way he makes me feel. i thought i've felt like this before but honestly i've never been this happy and really in love before now. i thought that i had. but the way jake makes me feel i really can't describe. he makes me want to be better, he makes me so incredibly happy. he helps make me, me. i've had my wall up for sometime now but when i met him for some reason it didn't exists. i have had no fear going into him. i feel like he knows me for who i am. honestly i can say i don't know who has. i feel like we are both that way. neither of us have walls up and we can really show who we are and not care what the other one thinks. especially when we do our dance moves. haha. :D

i'm going to share more later but heck i'm not going to share everything because its my business and not yours. so this is it for now. i'll update you with more things later. peace.