i know i need to be better on writing a post about once or twice a week. i would love to do it everyday but to be honest about a couple of things. first, it doesn't even cross my mind. second, i don't think i would have enough to say. third, i just wanted an odd number. :) well since i wrote to you last. i got to experience one of my really close friends having a baby. it was an incredible feeling to be there as that baby took her first cry and her first breath. that baby was just born. wow. some of me feels like it still isn't real. my friend gave her baby up. she has so much strength because i know that is something i would never have the courage to do. i look up to her in that. i'm happy for her. i see that she is happy in her decision too and that is really important for me. i didn't want her to regret her decision or suddenly change her mind. i know it shouldn't matter to me or not what she did but honestly i want her to be happy and content with it because i only want the best for her. she deserves it. i know she has had a hard life but making this choice will only expand her opportunities of what she will be able to do. (side note: i hope all of this is coming across the way i am meaning for it too.)
among other things... i am still so extremely happy. i can't imagine where i would be without Jake(Kob) in my life. He brings so much joy and incredibly awesome-ness and tons of other things into my life. Just thinking of his name or seeing something that reminds me of him puts a smile on my face. i am so happy and i am loving every minute of it. every second of it.
easter was this past weekend and we got to spend it with his family. i loved every minute of it. not a minute went by that i wasn't enjoying what was going on. i met his cousins, aunts, uncles, poppop(grandpa) and his grandmom. They are all such wonderful people and he has such a wonderful family. you can tell how much they all love each other. i knew it from moment i walked in the door. well i knew that there was a lot of love just from the way that jake is and the way that his mom and his family is. they are just so incredible and i feel so blessed to be apart of it. i can't wait to get to know them better.
hmmm... not sure what else to write so that is it for now because i know i could go on forever about jake and his wonderful family and all the love they have to give.
