Sweep.

this baby is so peacefully sleeping that i wish i looked this cute and peaceful when i sleep. so tonight more than once my amazing boo (kob) and i were talking about how our sleeping schedules are off. he works graveyard so when he is hitting the sheets i am usually out of them. then i nap and sleep during the day and sometimes when he is at work. i like to talk to him while he is at work when i'm suppose to be sleeping. we hope to be on the same schedule soon. kob is trying to get a day job. i think it would be great for him. especially because he would be working with people. i couldn't work by myself, so i give him props for doing so. he is truly amazing. not just because he works graveyards and doesn't work with people but just because of who he is. i love him and i love everything about him. his widdle giggle. his big brown eyes. they say so much to me. just looking at them makes me feel safe. by far one of my favorite things about him is his big beautiful heart! it says so much about him. when i first met him i could tell his heart wasn't a normal one. not that his is or isn't normal. well its his and its a beautiful one. i could say so much about his heart and him. he is also pretty dapper. more on kob later because heck i love writing about him. :D

so whats going on since the last time i updated. i'm trying to pick up more shifts at work and i'm also looking for a new job. i've applied for some nanny positions so we will see how that goes. i need to be making more money. (wow that makes me feel greedy) but i need to be saving more money. for medical bills, and mostly life.   but i know things will work out and be okay. kob always makes me feel that it will be. i know that it will be because of him. i've also decided to sell my 4runner for a smaller car. i've mainly been looking at jettas. i would get double the miles per gallon for gas and insurance will also be lower. i'm excited to have a new car and i think jettas are really cute. kob has been helping me out a lot with it and i'm so happy he is willing to help me. he is so good to me. he spoils me so much. he does! i'm so grateful for him. not because he spoils me but because of who he is and how he treats me.

well thats all i can really think of right now but i'm thinking that i will be back on here later tonight. who knows.